Hi Sophiecdxx,

I can picture you on that roller coaster, being tossed up and down and sideways without knowing when the wild ride will end or whether you’ll be sent flying out of your seat into space. I can hear that your thoughts have turned to a new plan for suicide which is a really scary place to be — thank you for being so open and honest here. I’d imagine it’s an awful feeling to dream of being killed. It’s as though even sleep isn’t a safe place for you anymore.

I can hear how your fears are surrounding you like a thick fog that you can’t see through properly. The world around is hazy and out of focus. We are here to listen to you and to connect you with resources that may help you. Don’t forget we also have a live chat service every night 6-11pm PST.

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