I get the sense that you’re very lost right now, and feeling disengaged from the people around you who care and want to help. We have read your forum post and we do care, however we cannot share it publicly on this forum because it has the potential to trigger other people who use this site for support.
I’d like to invite you to contact the counsellors through our e-counselling resource (click the “email” link at the top of this page) so that you can get support from someone in a more private way.
We are thinking of you and sending thoughts of strength <img src="smileys/heart.gif" width="" height="" alt="<3" title="
the Support Team